Thursday, November 27, 2008

Why?

Why are we as people scared of things that are uncertain, things that are new, things that are different?

Its just crazy.

Something hit me hard. I had a glimpse of what could of been. It made me question my thinking. I had to go back to that place and time and look at why I made the decision that I did. But who knows if it would have really turned out that way for me. Would I have been happy? Would I have made other people happy?

Well, Its too late now. I missed out.

2 comments:

Katie said...

I know exactly what you mean.

I felt that way before I left to come here. I knew I wanted to, and one of the reasons I ended up coming was because I was scared. I wanted to show myself that I wasn't a pussy and that I could drop my whole life and survive it. It has definitely not been easy, but its worth it to throw a wrench into the wheels of life sometimes and see how things turn out.

Teresa said...

I don't like change or things I don't know about. I'm a big baby. Ha!