One is the Lonliest Number

So, over the past few weeks I have begun to realize all the people that I miss. I am thousands of miles away from the people that I love the most. I miss different people for different reasons.

I miss elizabeth because she is the one person I feel like I can tell anything to. We always have fun just being lazy. We are never in a hurry and share a love for movies. Her mom is awesome and I consider to be my second mother. I love her niece Mikayla and sister Mel like they are my own family.

I miss Andrea, Geronimo and Miyah. They were my family for many years. Andrea and I have a weird connection. We are complete opposites and like different things, but we are always there for each other through thick and thin. People always looked at us as an odd pair. But we know that our hearts beat to the same rythym. We are best friends. I also wish I could see Miyah growing up everyday. She makes my smile brighten and my heart melt when she talks her "baby talk" to me on the phone.

I miss all my Houston concert buddies (way too many to name. They know who they are). There was always someone to go to a show with. So many different people with different taste. I have eclectic taste, so I mix with all of them.

I miss my mom, dad and sister. Even though we don't always get along, its good to be able to just go home and be surrounded by family. I love them so much. There is so much of me in them. Its like a safety zone to be with them.

I miss Tater Tot. She is like the little sister that I always wanted my real sister to be more like. She is growing up so fast. I like to hear about her going through the same things and making the same mistakes that most teenagers make. Its what makes people stronger and shapes their character.

I miss all the random echelon. Most of them are amazing people and all have special qualities about them. Its like a big dysfunctional family, but no matter where you go in this world, there is always an echelon you can call to be there for you.

I miss Melissa. Our Road trips are crazy. We've driven and flown everywhere. I miss our swapping and suggesting music to each other. I miss our constantly quoting DEATHPROOF. I miss the nissanversa (one word. Hiro style). I miss Melissa's infectious laugh.

I also miss what I used to have with Bekah. She made a huge decision and it changed her life and the the lives of her friends forever. It made her grow up. I miss our "dropped calls". They were always better than the actual commercials. I miss our insane laughing spells.

I also really miss all my WM friends. Such an eclectic group of people. I always had a blast working with them. Never a dull moment.

I miss Katie, who is really far away in Korea. I miss our inside jokes, our fights, our trips. Her baking was the best. But most of all, I miss us being mean. Nobody can do it like we did.:)

I miss J.J.. He is mysterious, but for some reason I am drawn to him. The cards told me that I am drawn to him because we are so similar, and am looking for answers about myself. But whatever it, Its magnetic.

I miss K.H.. She represents, to me, all the fun that I want to have, and my inner thoughts, feeling, and goofiness that I have always want to display to the world, but never had the courage to do. She does those things and doesn't think twice. She is amazing. I'm glad it wont be long before I see her again.

I miss wiL. He is the badass, the inner nerd, and the dark thoughts that I keep to myself. He puts those things out there for the world to see, and people seem to be ok with it.

I miss Henry. We like to complain about the same things. We also have a keen eye for whats wrong with people. And we both share an avid love of Chipotle. He is hilarious and can always make me smile. And he is also tranny fierce. And you cant deny somebody that fierce!!! LOL

I miss people from my past. People from my youth and high school days. It seems like we had so much fun. Some of them I have some contact with through vary places, such as myspace and facebook, but its still not the same. Then there are still ones out there I wonder about.


But for all the people I miss, I seem to miss myself the most, because being with those people seem to bring out the real me. The happy me. The person I want to be.